I am just a woman who has a lot on her mind. Hell, what woman doesn’t? Anyway, I am in the process bettering myself permanently. Maybe that does not make sense to you, but that doesn’t actually matter, cause I don’t know you. I have a wonderful man in my life who loves me, good kids, few friends and that’s all I need. Life is too damn short to be so particular about the little things that we sometimes make a big deal about. That used to be my problem in a big way. I just started going down this hill that became steeper and steeper. Every time that I thought I was “ok”, I really wasn’t. So, I have made big changes in order to be better overall. Something tragic happened in 2006 and it affected me and all around me that a care about, which are very few people. It’s like I am fighting to be ME again. I am getting there but it has been a battle. So far, so good.

I have to thank my boyfriend for sticking by my side through all this and just supporting and comforting me. As in all relationships of course we have our days, moments too..dont get me wrong.

So, how do I actually motivate myself in this getting better process? Well, I carry a note my boyfriend wrote to me in my pocket everyday as well as a copy of what is below:

I am happy that I have someone in my life who truly cares and loves me. Another thing about me is that I love music, world politics, and care about what goes on in this world when it comes to people in general. To me, boundries do not have color. For all the bad things that happen, there are actually good things that happen to people by people everyday.

I am have some strong opinions, but I am very open-minded and respectful to others..even if I disagree.

One day you might read and think I am the nicest person and the next you might think I am a total idiot or worse. But I am not really bothered by it.

so, anyway…until next time….here’s a video ..my taste in humour: